Ayun oh. May gusto sana akong iresolve kaya ako susulat ulit. Kaso antae ko. Hindi ko alam pano ko itatype. >_____<
 Bast Dear Dreamwidth, ako talaga may problema. Kasi kahit may crush ako .. ako pa ung umiiwas. Grabe ngayon ko lang napansin na ganun pala ako. Hindi lang iwas.. as in parang snob na walang pakialam. Antae ko! Crush lng naman. XDD E kasi naman... Msyado kasi pinapaala sakin ni Junior si Priestess. Nakashinku na tshirt pa naman sya kanina, Ewan ko ba nagccrush ako sa mga gwapo pag nakared. XD <-- nadulas ehh. LOL. Shinku=crimson basta red yun! XD Rule ko dito e bawal delete. Kaya sorry naman kung sakaling may makakabasa. XDDD

Ayuuun. Hope fully nareresolve ko na feelings ko. :) Galing talaga ng powers ko. XDDDDDD
Madami pa sana akong gustong sabihin. Pero bukas nalang. Or sa ssunod na araw na lang. 

Gusto ko na magdorm  sa Gotesco!!!! Para tatlong gulong nalang papunta school. :)))) 
Walang kwenta tong post na to. Wala eh... wala akong makwento tungkol kay Priestess. Di naman nagtext. :))) Demo.. masaya ako today. Ewan ko kum bakit. :DD

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Yoroshiku~

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 Kung mababasa mo lang lahat ng posts ko na under sa "priestess" na tag siguro mapapairit ka kahit wala lang ako sayo kasi syempre mafflatter ka. Wala lang. Hindi padin kasi kita madelete sa FB at hindi ko padin madelete number mo. T_________T

I don't really want to tell you that I like you. It won't work out. Kasi kahit ireturn mo sakin yung feelings ko.... parang hindi ko magagawa ang mga bagay ng tama. Siguro okay nasakin tong ganto. Kaso lang... pwede ka bang maging kaclose? Yung katulad nung dati? Yung mga panahong hindi pa kita nasabihan ng masakit na salita. Sorry ah? Sa sobrang papampam ko sayo nahurt kita as a person. Sorry. Sana mabasa mo to. Kasi hindi ko talaga to kayang sabihin sayo directly... kahit text or PM. Please priestess. muntik ko na matype yung totoong pangalan  



Anyway. Ayun. Sana talaga maging close tayo. Kahit yun nalang. Pero okay lang kahit hindi. Hoho. Narealize ako lang nman talaga may problema. HALA ANG GULO KO. Wag ko na kaya to ipost? Srsly d ko pinagiisipan mga pinopost ko. Kung ano lang iniisip ko un lang din tinatype ko.

Onga pala Guys pray tayo for our sister "Given". Sana kahit naaksidente sya, nsave ni Lord ung soul niya. The Best naman si Bro kaya I trust Him. Pray tayo always, the best shield and armor yan. :DD

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Infatuation lang naman kasi talaga to. But still!!!!
Nakakainis. Parang everytime na hindi na kita naalala nagpaparamdam ka naman. 
Alam mo. Alam ko namang acquaintance lang ang tingin mo sakin. Suddenly, hindi tayo pareho ng nararamdaman.
Kakabadtrip. KakaBV. Tintgnan ko pictures mo sa FB oh. Angcute cute mo. Tapos nakita ung ibang pictures mo with your 4th yr HS friends. Some of them are my friends too. Pero nagseselos ako.. in a way na mas masaya ka sakanila kesa sa classmates mo nung 3rd year. Ganun naman ako sa lahat. LALO NA PAG NAGIGING SEATMATE KO. Nakakaloka ka lang... kasi feel ko ako lang nakakaalala ng mga ginagawa mo dati. Pero parang sayo hindi yun building. Prang kapantay lang sya ng level ng paghingan mo araw araw. Wala.. ordinary lang. Kasoo nga unfortunately hindi ganun nararamdaman ko. Big deal un lahat sakin. Assuming ako. Parang awa mo na wag mo na ako iteteks kahit padaan kita ng GM ko. Nakakainis lang. Feel ko kasi sobrang infatuation na to. Abnormal na. And I don't like it.  

Idelete kaya kita sa FB? /But how will I add you back?
Delete ko kaya number mo? /Pero imememorize ko muna?

Wish ko lang talaga. Hindi na tayo magkita. Ayaw na kitang makita. As in kahit graduate na ako at mayaman na ako. Ayaw na kitang makita. Wag ka na sanang magpapakita, paparamdam sakin. Kasi alam mo sabi nga ni Mike He sa WHY WHY LOVE if it's not a hundred then it's zero. 


Narealize ko din na niloloko ko lang sarili ko na crush ko si Junior. . . . nakikita lang kasi kita sakanya.
After writing this blog I will resolve my feelings. Idedelete na talaga kita. Kahit wala kang kasalanan.


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Hisashiburi~

Been really busy lately and didn't have time to do some story telling-s LMAO.

So Yeaaah I am now official an incoming frosh in Mapua Institute of Technology (MIT), BS in Architecture.
I'm really excited on our first day and the frosh week. :)) Though there are nega-statements scattering around saying that "You can enter there easily, you get kicked out easily" WELLL I really don't care if that was true or just some gossips to scare students and study harder... I DON'T CARE because I go through many hardships before I proved to myself that I am deserving MAPUAN, LOL!!! Over reacting much??? BUT THAT'S TRUE! I hafta to take MATH PLUS bcos maybe I didn't do well in the entrance exam, though math plus is not mandatory, it is just if you got a minimum average of 70% in Math + you'll be exempted in 2 Math Laboratories. And I am glad that I am one of the passers and got exempted from that laboratory  whole 3 hours of computations without any lecture. <--- No  I take it back! I really do care about the statement above. XDDD Because I've already seen that it is not simple... nothing is simple.. and I need to work harder.

I've been actually thinking on transferring in UP next school year.. what do you guys think? I need advices.
But ofc transferring in that school is not easy, I have to be an immortal first. LOL. (In Mapua, they call the top/tough students "IMMORTALS")
I also saw a guy wearing a very cool shirt saying: ACADEMIC STATUS: IMMORTAL

Amazing isn't? (hahahahahahaha! this is one of my brother's favorite line)
I want to wear that t shirt tooo! With a very proper reasoning to wear it. :DDD
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In the other side, Priestess'  birthday is today!
Sent him a text message this morning. I hope I am the first one who greeted him. <-- IDK. but I really want to be the 1st one who will greet the person close to my heart even if it's possible since he's with his family
reason is that when it is my birthday there is this my guy friend (don't get this wrong! we're like siblings alrdy) he insists that he is the one who greeted me 1st.. but my favorite cousin who happens to be my favorite Ninong always greets me 4 days before my birth day. LMAO.
I want to make Priestess that he is KIND OF special to me too. Im not bitter. (really not)


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I really hope I will have more friends here in LJ! I am nice! LOL :)))))))