wingardium_mauricia
13 April 2012 @ 10:28 pm
 
So today's Friday the 13th and North Korea's rocket launching failed.

But I thought, since the launching was a failure.. this will start a new fire. I mean North Korea hurt their pride, they wanted to deliver to us that that they are powerful and yet such a shame they just failed to do it. And so I am being hysterical, thinking that they probably launch another one next time, a real one to prove us that they really have the power, so we won't laugh at them.

Funny, I don't trust USA or any country's protection. I mean, they might save us. But how? What will they want us to do in return?
If that N.Korea's rocket was launched successfully what could've happen? What if it's not really a satellite and it is really a missile that will hit the Philippines? South Koreans and Japanese forces planned to blow any flying object/s that will hit their vicinity. BUT HOW ABOUT US? WE DON'T HAVE SUCH TECHNOLOGY. WE CAN'T SAVE OURSELVES. WE CAN'T PROTECT OUR OWN LAND.

I don't believe on the 2012-end-of-the-world-thingy, but I'm afraid that I am having this feeling that there will be a WW3 this year. 

North Korea's next launch hitting the Philippines, thousand deaths, UN getting mad at N.K, U.S. bombing NK for revenge, Japan and S.K getting ready battle, China bombing U.S back then the whole world will participate. For a third country like us, what will happen? Our lives might be saved, we might live, we might be safe.. but we will never stop owing something to the other countries. 
I know I'm being too imaginative but I have to write these down so that I can calm myself.

The point is, WE CAN'T STAND ALONE WITHOUT OTHERS HELP. I mean, ofc even if we are wealthier we still need help but we don't have to cling on them too much.. WHY ARE WE BEING INDEPENDENT? It's because of those corrupt politicians and corrupt government, and yes I will never stop throwing them all the blame until they change. I believe they will. But I might die hating them too. FOR THOSE CORRUPTS, YOUR MONEY AND YOUR ARROGANCE WILL NEVER SAVE YOU IF THE COUNTRIES START TO THROW MISSILES TO EACH OTHER. HAVING MONEY TO FEED YOUR FAMILY IS ENOUGH! I KNOW MY COUNTRY IS RICH! WE JUST DON'T KNOW HOW TO MANAGE OUR MONEY WELL.


/and now I feel so horrible, my hands are trembling because the person that I am pointing out on my last entry PMed me. So I have to end this. DAMN I CAN'T CALM MYSELF. I. AM. TOO. AFRAID

Anyway thanks for reading. I am not being patriotic at all. For the thousandth time, I AM JUST TRYING TO CALM MYSELF. I have ADHD.. that's a joke :D